and yet, as tends to happen every six months, I find myself at a major crossroads.
In one week, I’ll be moving abroad. I’ll be hunkering down in rainy London and, while not completely starting over, as I’ve lived there before, I’ll be reconnecting with friends, discovering new places and finding new things to do all over again. I’ll be pushed outside my comfort zone a little bit because there’s no way of knowing what will happen and how it will all turn out. I’m not complaining, but I will say that at some point, having a “home” where I find this somewhat illusive stability sounds like an appealing proposition!
As I start to get ready and say my goodbyes, self-doubt and sadness are starting to creep in a little bit. As much as I am changing, everyone else is, too- people are moving, getting new jobs, getting married- and I feel like I’ll miss out on it all if I’m half a world away!
As I was thinking about all of this, I was also doing some blogging, and came across an interesting ad:
I know this is for an oil change, but I thought it was pretty cool that I came across it just as I was writing this post. (Or, alternatively, scary that Google could tell what I was typing!)
I guess I’ll just have to remember that change is good, right? And that I need to get my oil changed…